So this is what it feels like...

...to realize that one of the few people who you thought knew you, really knew you, doesn't have a goddamn clue who you are. It's quite a slap in the face, honestly. To suddenly see the truth when it's been right there in front of your face all along. I don't even know what else to say right now. I'm stunned and hurt beyond all reason. I am so, so glad that I have wine right now. I need to just get drunk and forget everything. Fuck this shit. Fuck it all.