I will not cry...
I will not cry...
I will not cry...
Not here...not like this...not in front of everyone...
I refuse to let them see the truth...to let them see the pain that I hold so deep inside my heart and mind...I refuse to let them pity or ridicule me...I will not break down...no matter how much I want to...
I will simply straighten the mask and ensure that it covers every bit of emotion that may try to show through on my face and in my eyes. I can continue to hide forever, if need be. I know how to protect myself, now, and there is nothing anyone can do to hurt me. Nothing can hurt me...nothing can hurt me...nothing can hurt me...
...and yet this pain runs so deep I cannot breathe...
*hugs tightly* I'm always here for you if you need someone to talk to, or need company or anything, okay?
ReplyDeleteKnow that we love you, and those who are reading this, know who they are and would vehemently agree with me. If you need any of us, just let us know and we'll do anything we possibly can to help <3 *cuddles*