It hurts when you finally realize just how much you want something, only to have it pulled away from you the second you know that it's what you want.
How could I have been so stupid? How did I let myself fall so hard, even when I knew there was no way it could ever be? And now here I sit, sobbing my eyes out with a broken heart.
Never again. I will never, ever allow myself to be vulnerable like this again. It hurts too much, and it's just not worth it.
I need some time to regroup, and then I think maybe I'll be ok. At least now I know where I stand.
I'm here for you, hon...for anything at all. At the moment, I'm not sure if this will help but regardless, I'll say it: You mean the world to me, you're my best friend and I'll do everything in my power to help you get through this. You're such an amazing person to me.
ReplyDeleteLove you so much