...

I have to find a way to forget...to shut my heart off and push aside everything I've allowed myself to love and hold dear. It cannot ever work. It will not ever work. And I knew that. I knew that from the very beginning of all of this. But once again, I couldn't stop it. Damn my heart. Damn it straight to Hell and back. I hate this.

Never again will I let myself fall...never, ever again...

"Solitude, my pain, the last thing left of me..."

*sigh*

Good night.