*sigh*

There are only so many times I can say "It's fine" and actually make myself believe it when I know deep down in my heart of hearts that it's just not true.

 

Here's looking forward to yet another long, lonely weekend next weekend. Hoo-rah.

...

Don't try to tell me I'm crazy. I already know. If you think that you're going to insult me by simply pointing out the obvious, you're going to be sorely disappointed. I will simply look you in the eyes, smile and thank you from the very bottom of my soul. And you know what? It takes one to know one.

...

Time to get used to being alone...

Help...

The more this is all sinking in, the more my heart is breaking. It hurts. And there's no pill to cure this pain...

*sigh*

To Whom it May Concern,

 

Please, give me the strength to lie to him. It's for his own good.

Deep, cleansing breaths...

...in and out. In...and...out...

 

I seriously do not know how much more I can handle.

...AHAHAHA

Ok, so that turned out to be easier than I thought. Well, as far as having the opportunity present itself to me, anyway. I'm pretty sure Nicole is pissed at me now, but I expected that. I really don't know what she's gonna say to Rick. I almost don't want to know. I mean, I know I'll find out, but...yeah. It's just gonna get uglier. Thank God for corners. I can hide in them.